ADHD from the inside
Not the tidy definition. The real experience of wanting to do something and still being unable to make yourself do it.
A new book by Ruckus D
My Brain Has
47 Tabs Open
A Funny and Honest Look at ADHD, AI, and Learning to Work With the Brain You Have
My brain did not change.
What became possible did.
Coming soon
The browser-tab metaphor got personal
Too many ideas.
Nowhere to put them.
My Brain Has 47 Tabs Open is a funny and honest look at what it actually feels like to live inside an ADHD brain, and what happened when artificial intelligence became an unexpected place for all those thoughts to land.
This is not a clinical guide, and AI is not presented as a cure. It is one man’s account of rabbit holes, hyperfocus, disappearing thoughts, unfinished projects, and finally finding a tool that could hold onto an idea long enough to do something with it.
Inside the book
The tabs are still open.
A place to think out loud
How AI became somewhere to put unfinished thoughts, ask strange questions, make connections, and come back later.
Two imperfect collaborators
Where AI helped, where it failed, where David pushed back, and why neither voice could have made this particular book alone.
Tab 01I Was Supposed to Be Asleep
I had to work at 8:00 the next morning.
It was after 3:00 a.m.
Naturally, I was thinking about Burmese pythons.
This made perfect sense at the time.
So I asked an AI.
And the AI did something dangerous.
It took me seriously.
Keep this tab open
The book is coming.
The ruckus is already here.
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